He wanted to know
what I was doing
He wanted to know
where I was going
He wanted to here
what I was saying
Just so he was knowing….knowing my life.

He needed to know
what I was doing
He needed to know
where I was going
He needed to here me talk

so I wouldn’t do wrong.
so I wouldn’t dissepear.
so I wouldn’t say.

Nobody could know
I couldn’t say
He wouldn’t admit
So we were quiet together
Just so anyone wouldn’t know…know mine or his life..

I wished sometimes that he would go,
disappear
but he never did.
I wanted him to say bad things
so she could hate him
but he never did
I hoped that he would die
but he never did.

I needed to know
what he was doing,
I needed to know
where he was going,
I needed to here
what he was saying,

so I could be safe.
so I wouldn’t go there.
so he wouldn’t lie.

We tried not to do the same
but it didn’t go well.
We tried not to go the same way
but we had to.
We tried to live as normal as we could
and we did!

A balloon got bigger
and bigger
The air was
emty
Nobody knew
what we where doing,
Nobody knew
that we hated each athor.

It’s different now.
Everybody knows
except us

He don’t know
what I’m doing
He don’t know
where I’m going
He don’t know
what I’m saying.
He can’t know my life….I got a new one.

I don’t know
what he’s doing.
I don’t know
where he’s going.
But I know
what he’s saying…..
"It is all a lie"